subjek_good n` bad

one_ROARR YOU FCKiN PISS ME OFF. OMFG OMFG OMFG YOU NEEDA DiE FER LiKE A MONTH OR TWO THEN COME BACK WHEN i DON WANNA RiP YER BALLS OUT. FCKiN PiSS THE FCK OUTTA ME. GETTA FCKiN LiFE i SWEAR.

two_shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiettt.. grrrr piss me off. damn at least i got one good thing. it all balances out ry? good thing happens then bad thing happens.. just to make equilibrium? shits hekka gay. fck the past it aint worth nothin to be remembered. its all about whats comin ahead.. & its gon be better. its ayte.. fck it. fckin bitch ass m'fcker trynna front on all this shit. w.e. w.e. shit aint even worth friendship.

three_ 1LOVE to all my oppas from alameda. <3 <3 <3 muahhzzz

subjek_think`n 

one_k.. so mebe i lied. i do wanna serious relationship. i drno.. i miss hav`n someone `round that loves me. it's just a weird thought that came up ry now.. i drno. im probably scarin off like fck`n hekka guys ry now. x) gahhh.. i feel hekka like.. tired & drained like i got no energy to do nothin. not even be hekka hppy. blah i feel kinna used too. hahaha.. kinna sucks for me. now that i don have bf.. i want one but serious. im so fcked in the head i swear. someone swing a bat at me or something. i feel like my heart is literally breaking though.. like that feeling in  your chest that yer heart is falling? yeah </3 not abt what happened today but fer somethin else. i hate this feeling.. why do i feel like such a bf whore. oh.. thats right.. thats because I AM. T_T

two_someone holla. all korean boys holla. =) i feel so .. stupidly desperate. its ok.. im an ignorant fck that wants to be wanted. nar nar na 8)

1Love: jee

subjek_relief

one_dood this shits so fcked up its almost laffable. hahahahaha. mann but w.e. its ok. i feel heartless but w.e. floats yer boat, im cooooo. dealing with shit is so much harder than getting over it. getting over it is like the easiest part. might as well get over it.. it aint worth nothin of my time ne ways. but its mm k cuz i aint trippin. relief for most my frens but one less thing i gotta worry about now. so its coo.. ppl can say what they want but we know the truth.. i know the truth.. thass all that counts ry. say all the crapped up lies & twists you want, it aint worth nothin. time to go catch up with my frens & chillax with all my oppas. frshooo. x) x)

reminders_juss a lil reminisce of all the mistakes that i've made.. all the shitty regrets & memories i have now and have been having. its time to make more.. so that by the end of my life its not old age er nothin that kills me.. its my memories. cuz i swear i feel like my regrets er like acid wearin down my bones.. its just too bad i can't stop making new ones eh

shoutouts_fer bein the lil bitch jackass that i am & always bein in SUCH a pms mood 24/7 theres some ppl that've been there to hekka make me feel better everyday. <3 to dave, john, jess & rene. "i'm gonna go whisper now." puahahahahahah xD xD

lyrics_ its easier to run replacing this pain with something number. its so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone. sometimes i remember the darkness of my past.. bringing back these memories i wishi dint have. sometimes i think of letting so and never looking back. & never moving forward so thered never be a past. if i could change i would take back the pain, i would. retrace every wrong move that i made, i would. if i could stand up and take the blame, i would. if i could take all the shame to the grave, i would.. just washing it aside all of my helplessness inside- pretendig i dont feel misplaced its so much simpler than change. [easier to run// linkin park]

1Love:jee